I am feeling a little depressed at the moment if I am honest, I have lost something and I am not sure it is something I wanted to shed. All my life it has been there to get me through the highs and lows and basically just to be enjoyed but something has changed.They say be careful what you wish for because when you get your hearts desire you might not want it anymore and that is sort of the case here. For today I am in mourning, mourning at the loss of my enjoyment of chocolate.
You have probably seen me mention Thinking Slimmer Slimpods before. About last August I received the lose 2 dress sizes one and when I remember to listen to it consistently it helps me loads to make better decisions and I do believe it was the spur behind my exercise kick that has been started this year. I was then offered the Chocoholic cure a while back and again I listened to it consistently for a good 6 weeks.
It was then Lent and I felt compelled to give something up that would really be a a hardship for me and I chose chocolate. I know God is on my side and he has been helping me with abstaining from chocolate but I also gave some credit to the slimpod. I have to be honest and say that I have not really listened for the last couple of weeks, the kids and I have all been poorly and it has fallen down my list of priorities.