I only watched this video yesterday for the first time but it had an effect on me straight away. It is truly awesome (said in my best American accent).

I did not come to a full realisation until last week what an issue I have with the way I look. Since having Bells Palsy in 2006 I hate my smile in photos, all I see is an asymmetrical smile and I never feel happy with it. Karen does not see that and I need to learn to see myself as she does. This lady knows that every face tells a unique and fascinating story.
A couple of times last week I recall thinking about the gorgeous smiles of the women we met in Ethiopia, women that might have been in the sex trade, that could have known true hunger or that have so many facial lines from working hard in the harsh sunlight all their lives. But I did not look at them and think they were ugly or anything else derogatory, I just saw their joy and happiness and the way that translated into their smiles and faces. I saw beauty.
I really loved the fact that they had no vanity and did not worry what the photos might come out like.

It was a real eye opener when a number of the women I travelled with felt the need to affirm me and comment on how I was beautiful or compassionate or the owner of a unique voice. It sure did make me realise that I disrespect myself a fair amount. I need to stop putting me down and start being my number one champion!
I once wrote a post called I am Beautiful - I think I'll go and re-read that now. It might be very helpful.
Yes indeed I am sure it will, I truly had no idea that this was even an issue for me, let alone one that has made me sit here and cry as I write this. I could make a flip comment now and put it down to tiredness and time of the month but actually I need to accept this is an issue for me and I need to work on that.
What about you? What do you see when you look in the mirror?
Image Credit for picture of Karen Walrond: Maile Wilson
Image credit for picture of me: Karen Walrond